SALAMAT SA MUSIKA

“Take the rope to my heart and fallyou may just be the last before yousee the black tangled heart fall”
“The ghost of my presence is saying goodbye And I’ll die without making things right And you're gone and I’m on my own”
“Did it ever crossed your mind, that I’m falling for you, and I never had the time and I don't have the words to say I’m falling out of place to another lonely road”
“The day is ending. And so is life”
“Blood stain screams out your name I’ll try hard to take it off , the moment is haunting me”
“No blankets at sight, I’m watching you sleep, I can't touch your hair, when you go I’ll miss you so I’ll asked you not to leave.
“Take these eyes and bury me so that I can't see your face ,and when you die, I won't cry
“It’s better when I bleed for you, walk on, meIt never was enough to do”
“Today I'm fine without you, runaway this time without you, and all I ever thought you'd be, that face is tearing holes in me again”
“I just wanna break you down so badly, Well I trip over everything you say, I just wanna break you down so badly, In the worst way”
“But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you”
“ Well this is not your fault, but if I'm without you, then I will feel so small, and if you have to go, well always know that you shine brighter than anyone does”
“This heart, it beats, beats for only you.”
“Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to yo, you are my only one. I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do, you are my only, my only one.”
“How can something so wrong , feel so right all along Catch me I’m falling for you”
“Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel”
“I never knew love till I found you It's magic in your smile”

O sige sige tagalog naman...
“Oh, bakit? Ba't natitiis, oh, bakit? Puso ko'y sinugatan mo…”
“Sa mumunting ilog, ako'y namumukod At paikot-ikot at napapagod Ako'y para sa'yo”
“Nasaan na ang pangako mo nuong sinusuyo ako? Anong tamis anong lambing binibigkas ang labi mo”
“Kung malaya lang ako, Ipagsisigawan kong mahal kita”
“Asahan mong mula ngayon pag-ibig ko’y sayo”
“Dahil mahal, mahal na mahal kita, hindi ako matatakot, mahihiya, ano man ang sabihin nila”

Musika. Ang nagbibigay buhay sating lahat. Iba-iba ang pamamaraan ng paglikha. Nakakatuwa. Nakakaiyak. Nakakaindak. Nakakagaan. Nakakaasar. Pero iisa lang ang dating nito saatin. Ang mga english songs, wow, sarap pakinggan. Pero pag tagalog na. Ang baduy! Parang ang sarap patayin ng radyo o ng kumakanta. Pero ang mga awitin gaano man kabaduy ang pamamaraan sa paggawa ay kailangan din namang bigyan ng katarungan. Isipin na lang natin ang matinding bugso ng damdamin ng gumawa noon na kung hindi niya nailabas ay siguradong magdudulot ng bigat sa loob. (Ako ay makata). Masisi mo ba si sharon cuneta kung maramdaman niang siya’y bituing walang ning2? Eh kung kinikilig si ara mina sa ay, ay, ay pag-igig may magagawa ka ba? At lalong wala kang magagawa kung namimiss ng aegis ang halik mo! (o kung sino man gumawa ng mga yan).

Foreign songs (madaming nabibili sa recto). Mas maganda pakinggan at pag kinanta mo feel na feel mo pa dahil parehas kayp ng kalagayan at nakakarelate ka sa kanta. “Broken glass cut me to sleep”, ayan, mabenta sa mga taong nadapuan ng sakit sa puso. Eh kung galit ang MCR sa mama nia, baka matanggap mo na din kung bakit nia nasabing “Mama we all go to hell”. “you're all I want, You're all I need, You're everything,everything”. O eto, baka idedicate mo pa yan sa kanya..


Minsan parang ang oa ng mga messages ng kanta, pero hindi mo yon maiintindihan kung hindi mo napagdaanan. Mapapansin mo din na may mga kanta na halos magkakapareho ng lyrics o ng mensahe. Wala tayong magagawa, yun ang nararamdaman niya kaya iyon din ang ipinahayag niya. (sabi sayo makata ako eh)

O sige tama nang paliwanag, gusto ko lang naman talaga ilagay dito yung kantang walang ibang nakakaalam kundi ako saka si utol. Game.

Ides

I don’t know why
I keep moving in cirlcles
I’m trying to find the reason
Of this emptiness that fills my heart

*But I ended lost
I can feel the world would stop
I want to know the truth
Why you stay away from me

**You bring out the splendor of the night
The slumber of the ocean shines through you
Where would I find the happiness
Is it in the moon that shines?

To uncover your heart
Is apt to change
The life of the ordinary
I found solace in your arms
But nothingness surrounds the place
Where would I find you

Who would bring life to the darkness
When the racy sun is over
The joy you bring
Is running through my heart

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Tanong mo sakin kung para kanino. Dali. O siya. Yan ang musika.

HAVE YOU EVER

Felt the magic that you once thought was real? Gone in a process of believing that when it comes to love, nothing is impossible? Been so happy and thankful for someone? Find yourself praying all the time for someone? Love someone whom you thought is willing to love you back? Daydream of spending your life with someone? Plead God not to take away the only happiness you have? Find ways just to get near and talk to someone? Been rejected? Stare blankly for a couple of hours and suddenly white crystals start to fall from your eyes? Been so restless and helpless? Sleep all the time to escape the hurt? Stare at the same lights you are staring when you were just a child and realized how much things have changed? Get drunk and unconsciously remember someone that triggers the tears to fall? Been so lucky enough to stay alive and keep holding onto it? Stare at the moon hoping to find the answers? Cry a river for the same person whom you wish you never knew at all? Used someone just to find yourself again? Conceal your pain with a smile? See things on its wrong angle? Find yourself fighting? Wish that when someone showed you love it would linger? Pray for genuine love? Hated love? Think all about these?

If you undergone all of these just like I have then you luckily tasted the bitterness of love. I give no blame to those in the depths of despair and come up in ending their lives. I understand their weaknesses for all they wanted was to find peace. If love was not meant for them, then give them peace. But what about the wasted lives? What about those dreams that might come true if they only patiently wait for it? And how about the people they left behind? What about the consequences? Did they find the peace? Thinking of the answers would be heart-breaking. The only way to find happiness is to feel new again. And yes. I feel new again.